results really suck.
but after all, its my fault. cant blame anyone or anything.
its just. me.
sighs. everyday, i just go about playing around, but i keep trying to tell myself i only have a month left. horrendous results.
im so dead. sighs.
i guess. just. face the music?

yesterday, during CCA checking, i decided to open up the bible cos we were just waiting for the rest to come in.
opened up to Proverbs and the verse that hit me was "Lazy hands make a man poor, but diligent hands bring wealth."
well, i guess. i was too lazy. either that of my brain's just not good enough. which is rubbish cos everyone has the same brain. (sort of)
SO. i'll TRY to be diligent:D sighs. keyword is try.
temptations are always there. and its often that i succemb to temptation. rawrr.

failed 3 subjects. over all. is. freakin' low.
i keep asking myslef which part went wrong.
went to ask my "tutor" and he said it was time management.
i agree to that. time management. i suck at that.
i plan everything, and follow it for the first 3 hours.
then i go off. totally go off.
rawrr.

went for the parents briefing today.
was not bad.
and my mum started a friendship with Jasmine's mum.
it was really interesting.
oh wells.

scheming little person

i think. the key thing is that i havent worked hard enough for this year.
for the whole year.
especially term 3 and 4.
and without consistency, its not gonna go far.
yeah. my dad happily asked me to slack for this year. like fail everything, get F9s then choing next year for the last 6 months.
i dunno if it was sarcasm, or an encouragement.
wadever.



" For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"